Wednesday, February 27, 2013

New Hair

Everyone!! Come and see how good I look!! :)




I luuuurve it. Automatic confidence boost. Now to get my workout on. I'm getting my sexy back!!

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Feeling Mopey

Oh woe is me. Poor pitiful me. I go through these moods sometimes. I hate them. I feel bad about myself, low self-esteem, sad for no reason...I hate it. I used to be the most confident girl. I want that back so bad.

I'm feeling fat and ugly. I have a husband that makes me feel beautiful and a little boy that thinks I'm the world, but I can't seem to make myself feel that way.

I have been going strong on the no fast food since January 7th. I have not drank a coke in 7 days. These things are great, but I haven't worked out, I still eat bad, and I've been sick off and on since November.

I think being sick off and on since November has taken its toll. I am mentally exhausted. I am physically exhausted. The husband has given me times to rest too. I feel like I'm losing my mind.

I was letting my hair grow out to its natural color. I started doing that this time last year. It's only halfway there. I can't take it anymore. I'm getting it done Tuesday. I'm hoping it makes me feel pretty. I need something to make me feel pretty.

I keep saying I'm going to start back to the gym. Things keep coming up. MUST.FIND.TIME.

Sorry for the uber depressing post. I needed to let some of that out.

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Lent

I have never participated in lent before, but I have chosen to this year. I think it is a great opportunity to rid myself of something for 40 days. I have chosen to give up soda for 40 days.


Maybe I can finally mark that goal off my list! :) I know how bad it is but it tastes soooo good.


Thursday, February 7, 2013

Success!

It's been 1 whole month no fast food!! I at least achieved one of my goals. This makes me feel so good I'm going to go for 2 months now. No fast food until March 7th!!

I have been severely slacking otherwise. No working out in the last couple of weeks due to a very irritating sinus infection that comes and goes constantly. It is miserable.

I need to get my booty to the gym. Vacation is pretty much 4 months away...and I would like to lose 30 lbs by then.